i know whats happened to me isnt my fault but the not knowing is hard the police were great and my partner has been supportive up until 3 weeks ago when he turns round and says his heads f**ked how does he think i feel cid want me to go do a video statment but i know full well there is nothing gonna come of it at all they say it will make me feel better about things but is dragging it all up again really gonna help me my life is caotic enought at the moment i dont feel strong enoughth to deal with it any more its all a big nightmare from start to finish i feel i have to prove to every one who didnt or dont believe me whats happened and i dont feel i should have to the doctors makein me take prozac i dont know how to feel anymore i feel lost alone and i know nothing is gonna help me apart from myself if it wasnt 4 my little girl id just curl up and give up i know im jabbering on but i have no one to talk 2 and i feel so alone xxxxxxxx

Hello Christine
I’m really sorry this has happened to you, you have come to the right place for support.
What you are feeling is understandable and very distressing; it will/does take time to work through it.
Have you read other posts? I know I found it useful to help me realise I am not alone or a freak!
Also maybe ask your partner to read other posts and use the site for support for himself, this crime does cause issues for partners, family and friends (which is understandable).
I also suggest ringing the helpline; I found doing this very helpful.
Just remember, you did not cause or ask for this so be kind to yourself and don’t try to rush your recovery.
Sending you kind thoughts and hugs.
Take care